have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i love you. i love every goddamn ounce. i love your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.
If u r sad
TUNNEL SNAKES RULE
YOU’RE A TUNNEL SNAKE
AND YOU RULE!
Gosh. I’ve got a really busy morning schedule and I’m tired, but all I want to do is stare at my phone.
okay but seriously
when i want a hug what i really want is a Ghibli hug.
because i mean-
in the WORld
im in a constant state of ”i should b drawing rn”
My roommate is full of shit. After I moved in, there was some dog urine stains on the bathroom rug, and told her she needed to wash them since her dog made the mess. She claimed that she washed them and they don’t come out. So I finally got sick and tired of staring at the stains every time I use the bathroom and so I threw the rugs in the wash today and what do you know? They came out. There isn’t even a yellow coloration in the rug.
Man. I really want to find a group online or off that’s playing a Call of Cthulhu campaign. That would totally make my life. I’m like reading up about it sort of and I just want to play it for once.
final fantasy ix - you don’t need a reason to help people.
… I always talked about you, Zidane… How you were a very special person to us because you taught us how important life is. You taught me that life doesn’t last forever, that’s why we have to help each other and live life to the fullest. Even if you say goodbye, you’ll always be in our hearts so I know we’re not alone anymore. Why I was born… How I wanted to live… Thanks for giving me time to think… To keep doing what you set your heart on… It’s a very hard thing to do. We were all so courageous… What to do when I felt lonely… That was the only thing you couldn’t teach me, but we need to figure out the answer for ourselves. I’m so happy I met everyone… I wish we could’ve gone on more adventures… But I guess we all have to say goodbye someday. Everyone… thank you. Farewell… My memories will be a part of the sky… It’s been so long… I can’t wait to see everyone… But it won’t be the same… I’ve got to let go off the past… I’ve got to move on…
No really. My weight has drastically changed to different sizes over the years.
Like the first picture was taken in somewhere in 2010. Like my face is pretty pudgy and yeah.
The second picture was taken near the end of summer of 2011. Like I really changed from who I was in the past to a better and self-confident person in this picture, but little did I know I was about to transfer to a place that would kick down and beat up my self-esteem and the food was full of carbs and I had no where to exercise like I did between 2010-2011.
And the final photo is the end results of what the school I went to did to me. I gained back double the weight I lost, and I’m finding it really hard to get rid of it. I lack motivation/drive/enthusiasm and it’s like a continual circle. >feel sad >feel sad being fat >wants to exercise >no drive to do so >feels sad >feeling sad being fact >etc.
But again I really hope I can get back that motivation and determination I had in 2011.
Nymph:What are you like when you’re by yourself?
I’m a complete laze ball when I’m by myself. I probably sit in the most unflattering way because I just don’t care, because no one is looking. And if I’m at home, I’m probably not even dressed.
Shapeshifter:What would you change about yourself?
Physically, I would change my weight. I know it’s something that can be done. I’ve done it before. I’ve dramatically changed my weight around because I was in a really positive enviornment, but then 9 months later my enviornment changed and so did my weight.
Mentally, I would change my self esteem. It’s one of my biggest downfalls. It also affects me as to whether I get a career job and because of that, I’m in a really low point in my life and I have trouble reaching out, especially when it comes to being social. It takes a lot of courage just to ask someone to hang out.
Succubus:What’s one thing you can’t live without?
I’m pretty sure a lot of people here can relate, but I can’t live without the internet. It’s gotten to the point where my parents at times have refered it to as an addiction and that I’m acting no better than a drug addict. That was a really bad time in my life and it seriously affected my relationship with my parents. Still, my feelings for the internet haven’t changed. Even when I’m not at the computer, if I’m idling around, I will whip out my phone and open an app like facebook or tumblr and just stare. I feel really naked when I don’t have my phone on me because of this.